Well here we go again with that good old universal constant...change.
Underemployed, living in a temporarily good living situation and looking at new horizons. The company that I started with three other guys is still active. My role seems to be somewhat diminished. I am not sure of the next steps of things with that. Lots of stuff that is not what it should be I think, which of course brings me to my mindset of doing things for myself by myself.
I don't want to say that the last two years has been a waste because I have learned two years worth of producing and business that I cannot say I would get anywhere else. What I do know for sure is that I need to be in charge of what I am doing next as much as I can. That is, the next thing that I own I am not going to have any partners and not have anyone else above me making the major decisions. I don't mean that I wont partner with people on projects or work with people. I am simply saying that if it's a matter of a business I own. The buck stops here, or I am not involved.
Which means what?
No equity investment but myself. Well that means I need to get money myself, so that means I have to get back to work. This feels amazing. All of the "if's" associated with the company from last year can go good or bad. Either way I win, either way I am set up for what is next. It's been a rough January, but like all things hard, I seek to be grateful about how much I have learned.
